Letters of Myriam - Chapter 6 - The lost chapter

#1: 1 Christopher - Chapter 1 - Matters of Shame#2: 1 Christopher 2 - Prayers, drought and work#3: 1 Christopher - Chapter 3 - the wife's concern#4: 1 Christopher - Chapter 4 - Authority#5: 1 Christopher - Chapter 5 - Imitations#6: 1 Christopher - Chapter 6 - symbols#7: 1 Christopher - Chapter 7 - Fear#8: 1 Christopher - Chapter 8 - silence#9: 1 Christopher - Chapter 9 - Illness and Merci#10: 1 Christopher - Chapter 10 - Death#11: 1 Christopher - Chapter 11 - Children#12: 1 Christopher - Chapter 12 - Understanding#14: 1 Christopher - Chapter 14 - Accusations and Peace#15: 1 Christopher - Chapter 15 - Restraint#16: 1 Christopher - Chapter 16 - Scandal#17: 1 Christopher - Chapter 17 - Winter#18: 1 Christopher - Chapter 18 - Newcomers#19: 1 Christopher - Chapter 19 - Spread#20: 1 Christopher - Chapter 20 - Realizations#21: 1 Christopher - Chapter 21 - Epilogue#22: 2 Christopher - Chapter 1 - Wounded#23: 2 Christopher - Chapter 2 - War#24: 2 Christopher - Chapter 3 - Immitation#25: 2 Christopher - Chapter 4 - Work#26: 2 Christopher - Chapter 5 - Widow#27: 2 Christopher - Chapter 6 -Writings#28: 2 Christopher - Chapter 7 - Freedom#29: 2 Christopher - Chapter 8 - Prayer#30: 2 Christopher - Chapter 9 - The sky#31: 2 Christopher - Chapter 10 - Surviving#32: 2 Christopher - Chapter 11 - Rolling Weed#33: 2 Christopher - Chapter 12 - Trees#34: 2 Christopher - Chapter 13 - The agent#35: 2 Christopher - Chapter 14 - Current#36: 2 Christopher - Chapter 15 - Nitrogen#37: 2 Christopher - Chapter 16 - Plow#38: 2 Christopher - Chapter 17 - Education#39: 2 Christopher - Chapter 18 - Mayor#40: 2 Christropher - Chapter 19 - Authority#41: 2 Christospher - Chapter 20 - The pastor#42: 2 Christopher Chapter 21 - Vaccines#43: 2 Christopher - Chapter 22 - Love#44: 2 Christopher - Chapter 23 - Choices#45: 2 Christopher - Chapter 24 - Submission#46: 2 Christopher - Chapter 25 - Decisions#47: 2 Christopher - Chapter 26 - Memories#48: 2 Christopher - chapter 27 - Outliving#49: 2 Christopher - Chapter 28 - Resort#50: 2 Christopher - Chapter 29 - Mantle#51: Preface by Myriam for the 1963 edition#52: Preface to the expanded edition by Ruth#53: Ruth Chapter 1 - Background#54: Ruth Chapter 2 - Submission#55: Ruth Chapter 3 - Money#56: Ruth Chapter 4 - Church#57: Ruth Chapter 5 - Termination#58: Ruth Chapter 6 - Teenagers#59: Ruth Chapter 7 - The program#60: Ruth Chapter 8 - Leadership#61: Clara - Letter one - invitation#62: Clara - Letter two - meeting#63: Clara - Letter three - acceptance#64: Clara - Letter four - Teenagers#65: Clara Letter Five - Editing#66: Clara Letter six - Pilgrimage#67: Clara Letter Seven - Interim#68: Letters of Myriam Chapter 1 - Fragments#69: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 2 - to Hannah#70: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 3 - To Daniel#71: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 4 - Quotes from Christopher#72: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 5 - More Quotes from Christopher#73: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 6 - The lost chapter#74: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 7 - Letter from Daniel#75: A reading guide

Episode #73: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 6 - The lost chapter

Jan,16 2026

<-#72: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 5 - More Quotes from Christopher#74: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 7 - Letter from Daniel ->

(found among Myriam's letters, unnumbered)

- On the likeness between the field and the face of God -

1

One evening I asked Christopher

why he trusted the soil more

than the arguments of men.

2

He answered,

"I do not trust the soil.

I listen to it."

3

"And listening," he said,

"is the nearest shape of prayer

that a working man can hold."

4

We were standing at the edge of the barley

where the wind made a low music

like breath passing through a sleeping house.

5

He said,

"Look how the stalks bend

without breaking their promise to rise again."

6

"God speaks that language more clearly

than any book stitched by ink."

7

I asked,

"Do you mean the Bible is less than the field?"

8

He shook his head.

"The Bible is a map.

The field is the country."

9

"Maps are honest," he said,

"but they cannot carry the smell of rain."

10

Then he knelt and took a handful of earth

as if greeting an old companion.

11

"This is how God hides,"

he told me.

"Not behind clouds,

but inside ordinary weight."

12

I said,

"Some would call that blasphemy."

13

He smiled.

"Only those who fear that God is fragile."

14

We walked among the rows

and he spoke of Genesis,

how the first command was not worship

but tending.

15

"To keep and to dress the garden,"

he recited,

"before there was altar or priest."

16

"Perhaps," he said,

"we were gardeners first

and believers second."

17

I asked whether storms were also God.

18

He answered,

"Storms are questions

the earth asks the sky."

19

"And drought?"

20

"Drought is a long sentence

written in dust

so we remember thirst."

21

I felt uneasy

for the words sounded like hymns

without permission.

22

Christopher noticed and said,

"Do not be frightened

when truth borrows beauty."

23

He spoke then of Christ walking by the lake,

choosing fishermen,

not scholars.

24

"Water and nets," he said,

"are easier to trust

than syllogisms."

25

The sun was falling

and the field turned copper.

26

He whispered,

"If God had wanted us to know Him

only by argument,

He would have made the world

out of paper."

27

"But He made it out of roots

and stubborn seasons."

28

I wrote these things later

with trembling hand,

afraid they were too tender

for the book I was building.

29

Christopher ended by saying,

"Love the earth

and you will not mistake God

for a rumor."

30

That night I could not sleep

for the wheat kept talking

outside the window.

31

And I wondered

whether I had heard wisdom

or only the noise of my own heart.

<-#72: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 5 - More Quotes from Christopher#74: Letters of Myriam - Chapter 7 - Letter from Daniel ->